seeking employment..

Harlos …anyone out there has got a job for me??

I hate my job and my boss. Colleagues are actually a great push/pull factor in my job search..but the sad case is that I wouldn’t know how they are like until I’m IN the job itself. Urghz. Too late lor. Well, did I say in my previous posts that they were nice.? Hmm..they’re still nice… but I’m so overloaded with work and had no time to go toilet and drink water. I’m always seated at the edge of my seat and am all jittery at work. Lots of follow-ups which I really hope to do but no time to do. Boss asking me to do stupid stuff when it could be done on her end and cumbersome work processes really get on my nerves. Okie..naz n Sharon, u both can ignore my ramblings.think I’ve complained to you all enough.haha. for the sake of buddy tan who proudly admits that she faithfully reads my blog to keep herself updated about me. Sianz.. that’s so bloody sad.. ok la..but better than nothing lor I have to console myself.

Yup.. I did something which I have never done before on Friday. While my boss was interrogating (she loves using the interrogating tone and make you feel stupid..the as-if-you-dunno kinda tone) me about why I didn’t do the stuff she asked me to do, I told her I got no time. Which is true. She further asked me what I do at work the whole day, in the tone which is really disgusting as if I’ve been shaking leg the whole day which is so totally the exact opposite. I come earlier to work and skip my lunch and stay back do OT, forego my toilet breaks and pantry breaks and I still have a whole list of stuff which I wrote up for myself, undone. Stop questioning me as if I didn’t hear your instructions or just ignore what have told me. IRRITATING!

At this moment….i feel like screaming…zul!!! Where are u.. .??!

Okie..back to something which I haven’t done before. While I was telling her that, I broke down INFRONT of her. Kaoz. I CRIED infront of my boss…what can be more malu and worse than this. Guess this was bottled up too long and I jus couldn’t control myself. Sighz.. sighz..the thought about going back to work sucks. Sucks sucks.

I need a new job.