Not going to be a mentally ill perfectionist..

Was late today. Lucky for me that I could wear PE attire to school, everyday! If I like. And I do! Its so comfy wearing my sports shoes walking around in school. Really appreciate it looking at the amount of stairs I climb while moving around.

bought Mayday Final Home VCD just now..yeah. it’s like a cool 4hrs of concert and footage!!! Cant wait to watch.. but I’d really need a lot of free time to be able to sit down and really enjoy it. Sighz. Too many activities taking place and I really need a breather. And the only breather I could afford now would be an hour of TVB serial OR a trip to HG mall. So hard to choose hor. *eyes rollz*

but!... when I opened the packaging, I found a huge crack across the CD cover… huh!!!!i screamed in my heart but gone is the feeling of going back there to change the CD. Heck la. As long as can watch, appearance isn’t as critical to me.not anymore.

I almost couldn’t believe that it was ME having such thoughts. I’m a perfectionist when it comes to this type of minute, teeny weeny, wu liao things. Guess with limited time and much wanted rest, I can’t have the best of both worlds. I decided to grab the sleep and let go of the broken cover.

A couple of discipline cases in school today. Kids nowadays. It’s not uncommon and we just have to take it with a pinch of salt (difficult..yes.) to be among the far and few sensei who is healthy psychologically.

It’s important I told myself. Friends.. help me. Remind me, nudge me on msn, nudge me when you see me, give me a whack on my back, anything, if you see me on the verge of wandering onto the road of no return.