complaints...

I shouldn’t be blogging bad about people behind their backs but I really gotta write something about it this time.

Woke up today and found that my fever had worsened. I felt cold, body aching, flu, sore throat and all…just felt like s.h.i.t. took my temperature and it was 38.9 deg and I thought the thermometer was spoilt. Coz I felt terrible but not that bad la. 38.9 quite kua zhang lor. Decided that I really can’t go to work today and gotta inform my sup since I’ll be in charge of dial from 8.30-9am…whether she can get a replacement for me. I know the notice was pretty last minute but hey, last night after I took medication, I thought I would feel well enough to go work today.. late notice was unintentional.

Well, I messaged my sup,adrena, but no reply.so I called her instead..after 3 calls, she finally picked up. Told her I can’t go work today coz I got fever. She asked, “why ah? Why you got fever ah?” oh my god. It’s retarded. So I just gave some excuse that my family members are sick so might have gotten the infection from them. *eyes roll* then she asked me to call another girl, kit. And say she’ll sms me her number. So I called kit and kit asked me to call angela, another lady, for her to come earlier to replace me. ???!!!! why can’t she do the calling??? I told her in the face that angela wouldn’t listen to me coz I’m not her boss…and who am I to request her to come earlier leh? Then kit murmured to herself, “why adrena cannot call angela herself ah?” ask me? How I know.. you guys like to push responsibility lor… I dunno, here I am sick and so interested in resolving who to cover me issue, and I really dunno what you all are interested in.

Really hate the work environment here..sup writes cheesy “motivational and insulting” emails to me. Wonder whether isit her English bad that she can’t express herself correctly or she meant for it to sound insulting. Everyone are just concerned about doing their share of work and cannot be bothered whether you die anot. So much for efforts of  the big boss who is so into customer service and teamwork, always motivating us, little does he know that he hasn’t achieved much despite his effort. What the department puts on at rewards and recognition night is just a façade I think, not a true portrayal of what the department is like.

i might be wrong in my view since I haven’t started work long. but just 2 weeks and I’m able to write so strongly about the culture of the workplace, there has to be some element of truth somewhere la.

Shit..i’m getting more sick now blogging about this.. and I’m serious. Feel like puking lor.

Time for some rest.