Saturday, October 21, 2006

晴天快出现吧。。

This Jap weather doll is supposed to bring good weather if we hang it outside our window.

I hope the haze subsides soon.

The week has gone by without me even experiencing it. I wake up everyday and go to school as per normal. Not much recollection of what happened exactly. No bouts of extreme happiness or unhappiness, don't recall feeling extremely excited, angry or irritated. haiz.

My tuition kid asked me if today was 21st, I told him 22nd.. dead sure about it till I saw my computer clock just now 21/10/06

I packed my gym bag, planning to go gym after tuition and as I reached, I peered up into the gym and saw the usually packed treadmills empty. I thought I was in luck! Went to the counter and was told the gym was closed already. I felt stupid asking Why.The auntie looked at me disbelievingly, almost can't be bothered," Today is public holiday..deepavali.."

Decided to drop by the mart to buy some tuna and cheese as I recalled I just bought a loaf of bread this morning. Tuna bread for dinner. As I took out a slice of bread, the bread felt rock hard and even looked abit yellow. I checked the tab and realised the expiry was today. I repeat.. I bought the bread today..and the expiry was today. どして~ I hate stale bread.Can don't find fault in my food not.. eating is like the only thing I really enjoy doing now, then and always.

I haven't felt happy in a while.. I mean genuinely. I can't remember the last time I've had a good laugh. It's not me and I don't like myself behaving this way. irrational dekinai yo natsuri san.

...I'll post another doll!! for myself this time. Hope it works.

Meanwhile, happy deepavali and hari raya. enjoy the hols!

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