can't figure it out..

A pang of nervousness hit me suddenly as I was just enjoying my lazy Sunday.

I’ve completed my lesson plans and stuff but still feeling uneasy on carrying it out. So many things to think about and I’ll have to act on my feet there and then if my “creative” ideas don’t work out. Come to think of it. I’ll rather be teaching in University or JC where the lecturer prepares his power point slides in advance and just read it out to the class. no games no gimmicks.

I feel abit sick and took a short nap. Worse.. I woke up seeing that it was 5pm which means Monday is coming even earlier..

I don’t know if it’s the caffeine in the tea I consumed in the morning which makes me feel so hyper restless and making my brain activities overly active, as I can’t stop thinking about school.

Sighz. Or it could just simply be the withdrawal symptoms due to the extreme fear of the ending of a holiday.