~**it was a relationship that ended in 2003..somewhere in august or september. reasons which todate i can't really put my finger to.. due to many many little (but crucial) obstacles which i think is needless to elaborate further as i believe what's past is past. hmm..what i can remember was just loads of crying and emotional struggling then... could be was my first relationship and it wasn't a smooth sailing one... I gave up alot for it and it was a long time before i came to terms that it just wasn't meant to be.. or it wasn't the right time? wrong place?
seriously, i've long gotten over it or so i thought. i even had a short relationship after that.. which was a pretty short stint.. i ended it quickly once i thought the r/s wasn't working out..due to the lesson i learnt from the prev one.. no waste of time.
it wasn't until i received an sms from him last night..asking how i'm doing..the usual Hi.. my heart skipped a beat. exchanged a few smses and found myself checking my phone so often for new replies from him..he asked me if i would like to meet and i replied that i'm doing shift work n would b difficult to arrange..he's going to ORD tmw..kaoz..time really flies.. i remember he was just a new recruit in police then... just few days back he suddenly popped into my mind when i was daydreaming on my bed...and i wondered how he was.. no..i don't think it's telepathy. just coincidence.
not harbouring any hopes for this long gone r/s. . but the fact is that he's someone whom i'll always think of..wondering how's he's doing, and snooping into his friendster account periodically to check for any updates..very jian-nified rite.haha..that's the only way.. platonic friends seem impossible.
sometimes i wonder whether it's possible like those HK serials, where after breakup for 5 years..they meet again in a foreign land, under some christmas tree, amidst a celebration crowd and reunite when the crowd disperse...woooaha..so loooo-mannn-teek...keke...**~
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hey! it's true leh.."we're all at an age now where we miss the good times we had when we were younger, and want to try and at least hold on to some of it..heh.. " u put all my words into 1 sentence!!sharon san..i tink the exam studying has made u smarter temporarily.. but seriously.u tink i shld mt up w him? i wldnt mind but scarly later awkward..jus wan2 noe how he's doing..
tell u smthg very sad.. i always on msn..but due to error..i can only see the pple who are online but can't type in the msg box...then i email to u all..none of u replied to my mail todate..its been 1 wk plus..i took so much time n effort to type email at work lor..then.NO REPLY. at work again..sianz.got problematic case..gotta call bk cust to say we blked his card wrongly..kaoz!!tell me why....aint nothing but a heartache....tell me why..aint nothing but a mistake..tell me why..
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